Exam fever

"Seriously saya rasa saya paling banyak sekali tak baca dalam kalangan kita-kita ni. " Membebel sambil tangan duk tunjuk nota-nota menimbun kat atas meja. Microbe, food process, ED, molecular. hah sensory lagilah. Exam last paper koooot. Instinct aku kuat mengatakan budak-budak ni stadi maut punyelah.




"So apa initiative awak lepas tawu orang lain lagi banyak baca dari awak?"

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^ You know what, ayat atas ni memang diamkan aku terus dari membebel. (nangis)

Selamat stadi kengkawan. Doakan kejayan kita sama sama ye.

Let her go

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Move on

Amo cakap aku banyak komplen kat blog. Senyap. Krikkrikrik

Life

I need to write!


This hectic life of this new semester seems torturing me a bit. Uh not a bit but a LOT. Just imagine, we have to 'hunt' the lecturers to be our supervisors. At that time, bila semua orang berkejaran nak ke FST building lepas taklimat yang diberikan dr Hafiza, I was taken aback. Hey where to go? who you're gonna choose?Whats your interest? People keeps asking me and when I just shook my head with a confused face and I slowly leaving them. People around me seem to have a clear mission and vision that they need to achieve and yes they are aiming for something. And me? Who's on earth can decide a decision for her whole life's sake in a minute while she does not have any before? Never think of it.

" Time saya baya2 awak, saya dah set target saya nak ambik apa" - Dr Zaza.

The situation is different. Maybe situation aku ni lagi seperti menghimpit. Macam mana awak nak pilih apa yang awak minat bila awak tak explore lagi bidang tu? Dia macam ke arah siapa-cepat-dia-dapat-awak-lambat-padan-muka berbanding apa-awak-minat-explore-baru-pilih. Pening kan? Ha ha ha. So this is life? Fates fare you well then.





Time tengah nak mencari identiti diri, Serabut. Boikot makan(lah sangat) baru terasa diri disapa hidayah. Sinar tarbiyah itu cukup indah. Rasa lain.


"Allah tak ciptakan apa yang ada di bumi ni sia sia"
" Fokus. Kita jangan fikir sangat benda buruk sebab keberangkalian untuk benda buruk hanya 5% sahaja, 95% kita jangan buang macam tu aje"


"Kita sapu zaman jahiliyyah kita dengan pemadam ni, mudah je kan? Tengok, kesan dia masih ada. Kita takkan pernah lupa. Sebab supaya kita ambik pengajaran dan perbanyakkan lagi amal kebaikan kita untuk ganti balik supaya lagi banyak daripada kesan tersebut"



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"Seganlah saya nak join. Mesti yang datang ni tudung2 labuh. Stok2 ustazah." Diam. Mata jeling orang sebelah.
"Kalau semua pikir macam tu memang lingkuplah usrah" 




"Nak panggil apa?" Senyum.
"Nik" 
"Nik je?"
"Eh nik. Nik amalina" Senyum berbalas.





Like I was belong here...
11:42

Oh My Negaraku

"Banyak kompelin maknanya banyak tak bersyukur taw"

Eh? I see..

Semalam, kerajaan kesayangan rakyat Malaysia dengan bangganya telah menaikkan harga minyak sebanyak 20sen. Jangan cakap 'JE'! Tembak bunuh nanti kang sorang2. Hangin tak hangin. Keluaga aku ni yang boleh dikatakan ekonomi yang hampir stabil lah kut pun terasa suffocate sengkek dengan situasi yang mencengkam ni apa gamaknya golongan yang lagi susah dan sengsara. Allah :'(  Pemimpin2 semua tak rasa bersalah ke? Tak rasional langsung dalam pertimbangan. Hanya inikah jalan pilihan kalian yang terbaik? Dengan menekan dan memperkudakan rakyat?


Tapi aku rasa lagi tak rasional mereka2 yang dibutakan mata dengan isu ini. Serius aku kesian. Sahabat2, bukaklah mata kalian. Jangan hanya tunduk dan patuh and worser, you start to blame other people. Come back to your common sense!


I pray for a better nation. I mean BETTER. Yes better.


Aku tengok Mesir, aku sebak. Sebab jalan skrip negaranya seakan akan ingin sama dengan sebuah negara.