Life

I need to write!


This hectic life of this new semester seems torturing me a bit. Uh not a bit but a LOT. Just imagine, we have to 'hunt' the lecturers to be our supervisors. At that time, bila semua orang berkejaran nak ke FST building lepas taklimat yang diberikan dr Hafiza, I was taken aback. Hey where to go? who you're gonna choose?Whats your interest? People keeps asking me and when I just shook my head with a confused face and I slowly leaving them. People around me seem to have a clear mission and vision that they need to achieve and yes they are aiming for something. And me? Who's on earth can decide a decision for her whole life's sake in a minute while she does not have any before? Never think of it.

" Time saya baya2 awak, saya dah set target saya nak ambik apa" - Dr Zaza.

The situation is different. Maybe situation aku ni lagi seperti menghimpit. Macam mana awak nak pilih apa yang awak minat bila awak tak explore lagi bidang tu? Dia macam ke arah siapa-cepat-dia-dapat-awak-lambat-padan-muka berbanding apa-awak-minat-explore-baru-pilih. Pening kan? Ha ha ha. So this is life? Fates fare you well then.





Time tengah nak mencari identiti diri, Serabut. Boikot makan(lah sangat) baru terasa diri disapa hidayah. Sinar tarbiyah itu cukup indah. Rasa lain.


"Allah tak ciptakan apa yang ada di bumi ni sia sia"
" Fokus. Kita jangan fikir sangat benda buruk sebab keberangkalian untuk benda buruk hanya 5% sahaja, 95% kita jangan buang macam tu aje"


"Kita sapu zaman jahiliyyah kita dengan pemadam ni, mudah je kan? Tengok, kesan dia masih ada. Kita takkan pernah lupa. Sebab supaya kita ambik pengajaran dan perbanyakkan lagi amal kebaikan kita untuk ganti balik supaya lagi banyak daripada kesan tersebut"



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"Seganlah saya nak join. Mesti yang datang ni tudung2 labuh. Stok2 ustazah." Diam. Mata jeling orang sebelah.
"Kalau semua pikir macam tu memang lingkuplah usrah" 




"Nak panggil apa?" Senyum.
"Nik" 
"Nik je?"
"Eh nik. Nik amalina" Senyum berbalas.





Like I was belong here...
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