jika itu takdirMU;

tik,sendim my c0nd0lence 2 u..tabahkn ati shbtku,Allah~

FYI,2day was da last paper 0f SMu.
i was pretty sure dat all ma frens did their best
except 4 me;(
yep,i knew that well
s0 far,
0nly a slight relief i c0uld d0
BALAGHAH & NAHU??
0uh
stay away fr0m me!
pliss
shuh2
d0n't t0rture ma mind again
mumtaz??
aduss~
i talked 2 ma m0m jz n0w
dat i think myb i can't achieve dat "MumTaz"
she gave me a numb l0ok
s0wi umi..........
blame me !

when i typim 2 dis p0st n0w
i remembered wat hv
happened during ma exam peak
there's a l0t 0f thims ~

i tried 2 avoid dis dusty acer
tried 2 ign0re ma lil hp
n as all 0f u guys kn0w,
its all rubbish&fruitless !
s0,dis is da price dat i hv 2 pay ryte??
btw,
its a fairplay

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lepas hafal madah itu,
ak p0n trus mnuju ke bilik ak
'baek ak td0 kjap,lps ni bgn r lak'
tgk jam kul 12
*tnpe mmikirkn isya',
ak td0......
[*bg ak,klu ak s0lat isya' luh,4 sure ak xkn bgn pasni]
s0 wt u think?better s0lat luh 0r td0 luh?hmm2

GEDEGANG !
'ya Allah'ak trsedar
pluh basah kt dahi ak..
tgk jam kul 3.30a.m suda
wait..
bunyi s0mething dhempas je td
if i'm n0t mistaken..
utk kpstian,
ak tgk pntu bilik..
tutup..
tingkap..?tutup..
sume 0k.
abes?
ak kuar dr bilik
ke ruang tamu
intai kt sliding d00r
n0thing n its all jz like da same
ak kedapur..
gelap..n sure,n0tim's wr0ng
headed 2 ma r0om,
erk
tibe2 dup dap dup dap je jntung ak
prasaan mcm d'being watched'kan
tibe2 kate kate abg izzah bergema kt eardrum ak
-klu ase dperhatikn,mmg btul 'bnde' 2 ade-
cess..
ak sgera tutup pntu
huh
tarik nafas
n try susun buku2 kt meja study
yg trully brhdpn ngn tngkap
t0k t0k t0k
bunyi tngkp dketuk
cicak?
idk
'sdh2 la tkutkn ak..'
urgh
ambk wudhu' n s0lat
lepas 2,
ak mntk dgn Allah berikanlh kjyaan kpd ak
kpd kwn2 ak
candidate smu
ampunknlah ksalahn ak
ksalahn shbt2 ku
makbulkanlah d0aku
amiinnn~
brulah ak truskn kerja ak
then,
n0ticed da creepy-s0und-window had g0ne....

++ily++