guide me

my first experience jd cikgu.ehem.hee.
bile cg zaid call pagi2 buta,mmg terase nikmat tidur terganggu.isk.
tapi,yelah ku gagahkan jua demi cikgu terchenta.
English darjah 3.huu. xlayak sggh jd teacher.pergh.serius.
tp bile keadaan memakse,papepon boleh lahh.

"oke, amalina ganti teacher noni. straight ke kelas 20.kul9 kelas M"
dan saye ... =.=' [ muke xcukup tido,heh ]

bukan ckp xpenah mngajar sblm ni pon..penah sudaa jd 'ustzah' kt msjd utk kem solat.eheh.tp utk english,,pheww~
tmbah2 kt tuisyen dhadapan cikgu2 y penah mngajarku,memang agak kekok && bolop tahap ^&*%.

oke,sggh complicated mngajar bdak2 terutame BOYS.complicated sggh sore2.stakat katok2 mejo smbil oyk "SENYAK BLAKO" meme xdop ore laye ahh.mace kecek sore.
pakat nk attract attention blako.isy3,cikgu tahu cikgu baex.huks.
luckily,taktik saye berjaye.ngee.*coklat adelah sgale2 galenye bg bdak2.

&& kelas M hok plg relax.ade 4ore jah budop.fuuh,relax molep.
siap maen teka teki lagi dgn mereka.hax. dan,terus dpt gaji on the spot.rm18 per hour.hee.

anak murid : cikgu,bakpo cikgu xmace cikgu..?
saye : pah,saye mace gapo?
anak murid : cikgu mace..ustazah!
saye : ...............

layakkah..?

letihnye jadi hikpokrit.

kdg2 rasa mereka y xde maruah pon lbh mulia dr diri sdri.

sbb sekurang kurangnye mereka xhikpokrit buat bende yg mereka nak.

gara gara nak jaga banyak perasaan, diri sdri xterurus. phew~kalau boleh lari,dah lame nak lari jauh jauh tinggal semue bnde

tapi penghujungnye..?

xlaen xbukan,kite jugak yg kena selesaikan..

kite xsedar,masalah lah yg mematangkan kite

tanpa masalah,kite xmampu nk mnjadi manusie yg sempurna.

saye selalu merungut,tapi saye xsedar selama ni ALLAH kurniakan nikmat yg xterhitung

tp bile ALLAH nk uji dan tarik balik nikmat yg sementare tu,

diri mula xtentu arah && mula menyalahkan orang laen.

betapa lemahnye diri.

.rindu.

aah..akhirnya !
brjaya jugak mncari masa yg ssuai utk blogging.eheh.
still jet lag =.=
okep,mcm org laen yg still dalam mood berholiday,saye pn xnak terkecuali ape..
trip ke pulau perhentian anjuran masjid.60 org rmaje llaki.
lelaki dmane mane shaje.phew~
klu xsebab tok yg sruh temankan dye,konfem xpegi.haiih..yelah,cucu mithali mcm ni mane nk cari key key?..hee.
time kt jetty,xcdntally jupok farhe.waah,destiny2.
dgn muke sgale dyo buat xpression "na,awk naek pahnih awk tahulah gano" -mrujuk kpd motorbot-
pergh..kata2 smangt ko gano tuh..
maka,tepat skali kate2 beliau.saye slamat smpai dgn 3 plastik di tgn..
muka pon mcm #$%^& ..dgn tudung xjadi.serius.pergh..
faktor laen adlh dsbbkn cuaca.sekian.
ikut dyo lahhh sep2 dyo nk suko..do i care? *ayat cover
&& mujurlah,mcno ade disisi walaupun xmmbntu langsung stakat ni.he3.mekaseh2

smpai dsane,saye turut membereskan kerja2 mkcik2 sejidcthnye,kerat2 bawe..bakar ike..buat air.. [ hok tuh jah ] rajen key;pmase laen,diisi dgn terperap dlm bilik..ngee.better choice dari dk merayau xtntu hala.tmbah2 plak ketakseimbangan nisbah populasi kaum yg serius.huks.
dan yg paling haru bile sume saem tok saye tny sal result && tny btul ke nk g mesir..phew~pengajaran:bnde xtahu jnge pndai2 heboh yep.klu dop,buruk padahnye.huu.&& konklusinye,sy malas nk snap pict.ha.ha.ha.xpasa2 keno maroh ko abah.malas is malas.mnumpanglah kaseh camera mcno.hax.take care~

Allah,guide me to the right path...

complicated 3

yep,mcm org len..

mood resah gelisah melande

ni sume xde pasal bnde laen.

iye..spm result.sigh.

erm,sokay.jz accept da faith.

serahkan sume kpd ALLAH.HE knows best.

at least,kite dh berusaha && skrg hny tawakkal.

smoga sume kwn2 sy brjaye.i never fail 2 pray 4 them.

&&

gud lux kpd sume juniors yg skrg tgh exam

hee

mggu ni,straight sy dk di skoloh.tolong cg2 jg prekso.hu2.

[ hnye mmpu mlihat mrk y mniru..besa doh blako.mikir sdri hok mno molek hok mno dop ]

=.='' phew~

okep.

take care

.

i dont wanna run away

..u leave me breathless..

..u're everything good in my life..

u leave me breathless

i still can't believe that u're mine

waah.shayne ward XD.nostalgik hbs.ngee

okei,bcoz i AM really really free now so i don't mind at all doing this so-called-tag by mr.teaser kanser .

[ bajet je bz ]

The rules : Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 23 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tag :)

1.♥to sleep. seriously,i am.i can sleep for 6 hours n continue sleeping again at night like normal person did.regret knowing me huh?idc.ha.ha.ha :D

2.♥to eat.no need to mention about my recent weight that seems suprisingly increase by month.haks. [ kes nk balas dendam time exam SPM last year punye pasal lah nih.heh. ]

3.i am soo egomaniac.big headed.even mnafikan bribu kali,tp still org ckp ''yes,u r''.myb ade genetik ego belah abah kot.ahaha.maah bah.hee.tp,smnjak dua mnjak nih,level ego ku smakin mnurun bcoz of some silly reasons;/

4.hate commitments in an uncertain relationship? ._.

5.a stingy one.perhaps..?siape xsyg duit..huks

6.i can online without doing anything purposely for 5hours.ahaa..nothing to be proud of,geez=.=''

7.unpredictable.bcoz i ain't stick to my decision.serious.

8.i cant confront n chat with guys naturally like others always did like saying 'hello'.'morning~' n waving hand at each other n so whatever things.they're my biggest fear after all.officially my life is surrounded with girlsss n gf's.me,never give it a damn at all.hee.

9.nur syazwani abd rahim is my soul-mate ever after. *waah,msti bggo klu dyo baco nih. :)

10.i love arabic language so much. XD more than my sis did.hee

11.easy to cry only for silly reasons.im jz a lil girl,nway

12.sometimes,being a shopaholic ;)

13.hate people who doesn't reply my msg after getting something what he/she wants from me without saying 'thank you'.?or am i juz too much..really2 disappointed.haiih.

14.i have many nicknames.such as lina,na,nik,mina,malina,n even amal.hahah.jz choose which one u prefer the most,i'll be okay then.

15.i have payjal n emey n 2new kittens.they totally bring trouble to my abah.hu2

16.i solve my problems with sleeping.i have no choice.blame me.

17.pemalu?xcayo tny mereka.

18.suko stay drumah drpd brderak2.hobii.

19.selfish.

20.i have a lil bit dull life n always comparing with others.such ungrateful person i am.

21.im trying hardly to finish this tag.now its almost 02.07am and me, still awake?waw~amazing.

22.my goal is to achieve good results in SPM.do pray for me.

23.u urself judge me by ur own n i dont mind it at all.

uh,okay then.im officially off.

nytezz