.rindu.

aah..akhirnya !
brjaya jugak mncari masa yg ssuai utk blogging.eheh.
still jet lag =.=
okep,mcm org laen yg still dalam mood berholiday,saye pn xnak terkecuali ape..
trip ke pulau perhentian anjuran masjid.60 org rmaje llaki.
lelaki dmane mane shaje.phew~
klu xsebab tok yg sruh temankan dye,konfem xpegi.haiih..yelah,cucu mithali mcm ni mane nk cari key key?..hee.
time kt jetty,xcdntally jupok farhe.waah,destiny2.
dgn muke sgale dyo buat xpression "na,awk naek pahnih awk tahulah gano" -mrujuk kpd motorbot-
pergh..kata2 smangt ko gano tuh..
maka,tepat skali kate2 beliau.saye slamat smpai dgn 3 plastik di tgn..
muka pon mcm #$%^& ..dgn tudung xjadi.serius.pergh..
faktor laen adlh dsbbkn cuaca.sekian.
ikut dyo lahhh sep2 dyo nk suko..do i care? *ayat cover
&& mujurlah,mcno ade disisi walaupun xmmbntu langsung stakat ni.he3.mekaseh2

smpai dsane,saye turut membereskan kerja2 mkcik2 sejidcthnye,kerat2 bawe..bakar ike..buat air.. [ hok tuh jah ] rajen key;pmase laen,diisi dgn terperap dlm bilik..ngee.better choice dari dk merayau xtntu hala.tmbah2 plak ketakseimbangan nisbah populasi kaum yg serius.huks.
dan yg paling haru bile sume saem tok saye tny sal result && tny btul ke nk g mesir..phew~pengajaran:bnde xtahu jnge pndai2 heboh yep.klu dop,buruk padahnye.huu.&& konklusinye,sy malas nk snap pict.ha.ha.ha.xpasa2 keno maroh ko abah.malas is malas.mnumpanglah kaseh camera mcno.hax.take care~

Allah,guide me to the right path...

complicated 3

yep,mcm org len..

mood resah gelisah melande

ni sume xde pasal bnde laen.

iye..spm result.sigh.

erm,sokay.jz accept da faith.

serahkan sume kpd ALLAH.HE knows best.

at least,kite dh berusaha && skrg hny tawakkal.

smoga sume kwn2 sy brjaye.i never fail 2 pray 4 them.

&&

gud lux kpd sume juniors yg skrg tgh exam

hee

mggu ni,straight sy dk di skoloh.tolong cg2 jg prekso.hu2.

[ hnye mmpu mlihat mrk y mniru..besa doh blako.mikir sdri hok mno molek hok mno dop ]

=.='' phew~

okep.

take care

.

i dont wanna run away

..u leave me breathless..

..u're everything good in my life..

u leave me breathless

i still can't believe that u're mine

waah.shayne ward XD.nostalgik hbs.ngee

okei,bcoz i AM really really free now so i don't mind at all doing this so-called-tag by mr.teaser kanser .

[ bajet je bz ]

The rules : Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 23 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tag :)

1.♥to sleep. seriously,i am.i can sleep for 6 hours n continue sleeping again at night like normal person did.regret knowing me huh?idc.ha.ha.ha :D

2.♥to eat.no need to mention about my recent weight that seems suprisingly increase by month.haks. [ kes nk balas dendam time exam SPM last year punye pasal lah nih.heh. ]

3.i am soo egomaniac.big headed.even mnafikan bribu kali,tp still org ckp ''yes,u r''.myb ade genetik ego belah abah kot.ahaha.maah bah.hee.tp,smnjak dua mnjak nih,level ego ku smakin mnurun bcoz of some silly reasons;/

4.hate commitments in an uncertain relationship? ._.

5.a stingy one.perhaps..?siape xsyg duit..huks

6.i can online without doing anything purposely for 5hours.ahaa..nothing to be proud of,geez=.=''

7.unpredictable.bcoz i ain't stick to my decision.serious.

8.i cant confront n chat with guys naturally like others always did like saying 'hello'.'morning~' n waving hand at each other n so whatever things.they're my biggest fear after all.officially my life is surrounded with girlsss n gf's.me,never give it a damn at all.hee.

9.nur syazwani abd rahim is my soul-mate ever after. *waah,msti bggo klu dyo baco nih. :)

10.i love arabic language so much. XD more than my sis did.hee

11.easy to cry only for silly reasons.im jz a lil girl,nway

12.sometimes,being a shopaholic ;)

13.hate people who doesn't reply my msg after getting something what he/she wants from me without saying 'thank you'.?or am i juz too much..really2 disappointed.haiih.

14.i have many nicknames.such as lina,na,nik,mina,malina,n even amal.hahah.jz choose which one u prefer the most,i'll be okay then.

15.i have payjal n emey n 2new kittens.they totally bring trouble to my abah.hu2

16.i solve my problems with sleeping.i have no choice.blame me.

17.pemalu?xcayo tny mereka.

18.suko stay drumah drpd brderak2.hobii.

19.selfish.

20.i have a lil bit dull life n always comparing with others.such ungrateful person i am.

21.im trying hardly to finish this tag.now its almost 02.07am and me, still awake?waw~amazing.

22.my goal is to achieve good results in SPM.do pray for me.

23.u urself judge me by ur own n i dont mind it at all.

uh,okay then.im officially off.

nytezz

learning is a tresure that follows its owner everywhere

ehem,
akhirnye nightmare never scares me anymoree.huu~
LULUS! i've been waiting for dat words for such a long long time.
hi hi hi.
male sblm test jpj,dpt msj from abe yeng.
nik amalina;no43.pkul 10.30
me;erk?phew~ xtawu nk respons gano.better lambat or cepat actlly?okok,nvrmind.
n my sis,mcleng,mnyuruhku mmbce doa segala bagai.huu,u r NOT good for nothing,beb!!
tq~hee.
and..
tibelah hari ituu,prasaan mule macam2.sggh mngade ngade.=.='
"abe yeng nk g tnds"
"abe yeng nk make dlu"
"abe yeng,ore nk mutoh"

and,slps dgr kata2 smgt dr bliau,trus mnapak ke tmpt seat hok rama2 ado.
ambk no and duduk.bisu.kelih ore tuh n kelih ore nih.dyo tuh ado ugop.gud luck dr jauh jelah.and,no dpggl utk pnyerahan ic n lesen L.
tibe2,abe yeng call suh g tmpt dyo.
"sy sore?bkpo?" musykil saat.
sapa kt abe yeng,mcno plop call.dyo oyk no. sy keno pggl doh.
aiiih,plek laa.xpehe2.rupenye,sy trambk no.ore laen.no.sy nati kul 10.30 nih.
memalukn sggh.huu.jtuh saham akuss T.T
pah,seisi 8.30 brmula.
rama po gapo fail..aduss,kcut perut dos..
sgale doa nbi daud lah,nabi yunus lah n so on dbace utk mntmteramkn prsaan yg btul2
haru nii.n,luckily it works!
THNX ALLAH.
dan,here we go..my turn finally comes.
pergh,abg sally ade gop.huhuhu. *euuw*
first,bukit. okei beress.jz handbreak yg totally mess up tp pnda2 arr control.
then,parking.okey sett.
3 pnjuru,done.huh.
deba tunggu result dr mrs.jpj.and..no sy xdpggl.homaiigosh=.="

"bkpo hok sy xdop???"tny kt cg hok jago c2.
"awk xlulus lah tuh"selamba dok dye jawab.start nk buat drama swasta dh ni.brtenang2.
then,mereka ketawa bramai ramai. T.T
"43!"
err..my number.mrs jpj pggl no ku?
dye tny,sy buat dop sbena parking n 3pnjuru.err?apekah?msti doh buat,lol.
dye xprasey?*HAHA.sy ade amal ilmu jurus hikmat mghilangkn dri super saiya bukali.
"xdop tepuh tie,lggr garise kuning?"
"stakat nih,xdop ag.insyaALLAH." [plis,trust me]


slps jwb tuh,trus dye rait..LULUS.alhmdulillah,lulus dle litar.
then,jale raya plop.
dye suh lalu jale c.again,alhamdulillah. [ sy hafal jale c jah bena2 ] peace~
siap baloh ag nge mr jpj tuh.dyo oyk kg kenali xwujud.pe daa.mghine sggh.
then,
LULUS.17/20.hee. [ nop 20/20.huu ]
again,alhamdulillah.ALLAH,tq~
who knows,me,the worse after all, passed it..?huu

byebye~
p/s;result next week? -.-"












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melangkah tak berdaya

huu
nilai dos T.T
tension molep sero.
ows,teori tekanan menghasilkan perubahan xbrjaya.huks.
bad day bad day.sigh*
dhla,oyk sy hok plg truk kali prestasi.
uhh.malah doh bwk keto gnih.ngaju ngaju.
holah,nk wt gano ado blako ksalahe sy buat key key
tepuh tie bndo wjb
hmpir2 tepuh keto ore laen pn pernah [ mujur dey mikir,bak kata abe yeng]
brjaye mmcahkn kusi batu depe rmh pn pernah [ okei,kusi tuh hncuss lonih.xsey ingt doh]
xajem buleh naek bukit ng smpurne..ore laen rilek jah.deki tawu dop..awk tawu gp?
ha ha ha.
jale xajem ingt lasum A B C. huh.
ado blako ehh.tebal doh sero muko hok xseberapo nih.
test jpj 25hb
seriously,sy xtahu gapo skaroo..
baek dk dumoh jah gnih,xpyh mikir gapo2.
hom2,sy meme suko dk ssebek dumoh jah.sbb tuh xkembey.puah ati,awk? =.='
xpyh siye,xperlu xprlu.hom,sy meme agah.xsey dgr gapo ore oyk.xleh ko?
sedak weh kecek sore.HAHA




konklusinye,xpuah lasum dk dumoh.jgn tny knp n mngpe sbb skema jwpn xdsediakn.mekaseh.

p/s:borg upu.....








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complicated 2

bkpo gni eh
wlaupun bru knl, sero mce lamo dh knl
dejavu ? huh
sometimes mnjengkelkan,sometimes cheer me up
fullstop.enough.
tq 4 evrythm
=.=












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memories

Elly Yanna: haih
Elly Yanna: duk jiw0 la male neh
Elly Yanna: kah3
na_bahrudin: kas3
na_bahrudin: xpo
na_bahrudin: slekey
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: thanx na
Elly Yanna: rindu ehs nk g0sip ng na
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: tyme dale klah
Elly Yanna: katin
na_bahrudin: nk gosip xtehe
Elly Yanna: kah3
na_bahrudin: huuu
Elly Yanna: h0m al
na_bahrudin: dgr lagu nih jadi gtu plop
na_bahrudin: sedeh weh
na_bahrudin: mace pilu gtu lagu nih
Elly Yanna: lagu man0??
na_bahrudin: lagu nih laa
Elly Yanna: lagu td??
Elly Yanna: meme p0m
na_bahrudin: tringt jame dulu
Elly Yanna: ser0 kerdil jah dri
Elly Yanna: jame bl0??
na_bahrudin: jame koloh mulo'
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: h0m
Elly Yanna: rndu neh
Elly Yanna: kah3
Elly Yanna: tyme gal0p2
Elly Yanna: ng farhe
na_bahrudin: meme
Elly Yanna: wani
Elly Yanna: hzrah
na_bahrudin: hazirah!
Elly Yanna: bkp0??
Elly Yanna: ahha
na_bahrudin: sajoo
na_bahrudin: hazirah sdak kali
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: rndu la nk ngenak y0
Elly Yanna: haha
na_bahrudin: ingt dop time f4 ngenak dyo
na_bahrudin: ng pokcip
na_bahrudin: hok wt bgune
na_bahrudin: kas3
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: ingt2
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: siye dy0
Elly Yanna: d0p baek la na
Elly Yanna: kah3
Elly Yanna: h0p tulih surat??
na_bahrudin: ho!
na_bahrudin: haha
na_bahrudin: tulih atah surat kaba
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: law0p la ser0
Elly Yanna: idea sap0 la
na_bahrudin: farhe lah
na_bahrudin: dyo hok tulih
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: jahat kakl0h h0p tu
Elly Yanna: oyk p.cik kene k0 adik la
Elly Yanna: haha
na_bahrudin: adik manis
na_bahrudin: ~~
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: lucu ehs
na_bahrudin: meme sedo sep2 nih
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: ngenak
Elly Yanna: hazirah cay0 d0p ehs??
na_bahrudin: dyo xkelih2 pon
na_bahrudin: cekak suh palim alik nyelo
na_bahrudin: pah sudoh xkelih
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: y0 taw k0 kit0 ngenak
Elly Yanna: kah3
na_bahrudin: dop
na_bahrudin: lamo jame bru oyak
Elly Yanna: ser0 mas tuh y0 d0p mari k0loh
Elly Yanna: mas0
na_bahrudin: sep nih pakat dk suko selok
na_bahrudin: marii
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: siye la dy0
na_bahrudin: yana suko mitop makane ore
na_bahrudin: wahaha
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: haih
Elly Yanna: mt0p air jah
na_bahrudin: beli cikedis sokmo
na_bahrudin: klas sbloh
na_bahrudin: pah pakat
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: sdap ehs
Elly Yanna: samah s0re
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: make w0h sal0k farhe
Elly Yanna: w0h m0ktey bbah
na_bahrudin: kas3
na_bahrudin: time chg ngaja
na_bahrudin: cg*
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: hzrah skm0 ng0ya dale klh
Elly Yanna: xbaw0 bku
Elly Yanna: haha
na_bahrudin: jolo2
na_bahrudin: cg duk alik tuh,yo paling alik nih
na_bahrudin: ore pakat belek muko surat laen
na_bahrudin: yo dk muko surat tuh pah ceroh
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: jahat la na
Elly Yanna: kah3
Elly Yanna: p gap meme p0m
Elly Yanna: sed0w la h0p tu gap
Elly Yanna: p gap y0 jare kn0 s0al
Elly Yanna: ahha
na_bahrudin: meme
na_bahrudin: slamat skmo
Elly Yanna: kah3
Elly Yanna: hebat kakl0h h0p tuh
Elly Yanna: ahha
Elly Yanna: farhe man0 ep
na_bahrudin: nasib baik skmo
na_bahrudin: farhe
na_bahrudin: bkpo?
Elly Yanna: lam0 d0p dgr kaba
na_bahrudin: hoo
na_bahrudin: meme
Elly Yanna: wani g k0 plkn
na_bahrudin: dop
na_bahrudin: dyo masuk kex
na_bahrudin: grup3 sero2
Elly Yanna: haih
Elly Yanna: kex nah
Elly Yanna: haha
na_bahrudin: meme
Elly Yanna: wani k0??
Elly Yanna: taw man0
na_bahrudin: dyo ata msj
na_bahrudin: iwani lah
Elly Yanna: h0m
Elly Yanna: rama key msukkex
na_bahrudin:hom
na_bahrudin: na,i need ur permission to post dis chattim into my blog
na_bahrudin: may i?
Elly Yanna: sem0 k0??
Elly Yanna: haha
na_bahrudin: dop
na_bahrudin: pasa memori sialm jah
na_bahrudin: sialm*
Elly Yanna: 0kep
na_bahrudin: silam***
na_bahrudin: haks
Elly Yanna: 0kep jahs
Elly Yanna: mnarek
Elly Yanna: ahah
na_bahrudin: hee
na_bahrudin: untuk mngimbau kngn
Elly Yanna: haha
Elly Yanna: knangan manes
Elly Yanna: kah3
Elly Yanna: h0p f5 by0k ag knangan






P/S:Ssape y rajen jah bace yep..myb its meaningless to others,but really da precious one for me.now,i have to admit..they're one of the most wonderful person that always be on my side when i need them the most.isk.
take care urself,all.bye.

HIS blessings that i need the MOST

bila fikiran mula kacau
bila hati sudah bertukar menjadi kelam
bila kata dah xseiring dengan perasaan
bila nafas mula tersekat sekat
bila nafsu mula menjadi raja
bila peluang yang ada mula kabur
bila perasaan mula goyah
bila janji tetap diengkari
bila dosa dipuja puja
bila harapan hanya tinggal harapan






ahh..penawarnye,bacalah alquran setiap masa :)
peringatan untuk diri ini y selalu alpa
begitu jauh diriku denganNYA

complicated

UPDATED ;

still nothing in progress about my life
so i pretty have no guts to jot down here
why?
because im a lil bit ashamed about my-so-called-boring-life
eheh =_='
soo broken english !! :(

seperti status di fb
ari nih,sy bersame same my abah
mnuju ke masjid kube kiye
utk blaja kete slps mnamatkn seisi pertapaan cukup 2purnama adepun d dalam rmh..
haha
seriously,
blaja ng abah lebih baek drpd blaja ng ummi sy
-woman and emosional cannot be separated-
and its a fact

"tekey kelah nuh !"
"tuka gear cpt sket!acu cpt sket !bkpo xmasuk2 jugok??"
"ore oyk ..xdgr ko?"

last2,tuka seat ng ummi..baris keto blake weh
huh.ambek.
serik doh blaja ng ummi.stressssss.
ng abh relax jah.HAHA.
supo jah ng abe yeng,cg merangkap jire sy..
wpun agak sedo sket byk bena tp meme amat2 mmhmi
xcekak nop baloh tiap2 kali blaja ng dyo

AY:"klu nk tuka gear,keno tekey kelah ra...?"
A: "...pat"

AY:"klu nk undur,keno tuka gear re...?"
A: "..verse"

o__o
terpakse keno jwb,klu dop..dye oyk sy ank murid drhako ko cg
meme laa..aja ilmu ajare sesat sgt
sapo nk cayo

A:klu keto ni xsey bereti,,nk wt gano?
AY:bukok pitu laluh,pah terjun rama2..kahkahkah

-xsero lucu pon bilo anda betul2 serius,okei-

tq also kpd mcno sbb bg resipi hok nth pape HAHA
tp last2 jd ugop bnde yg nth pape ituu
[ trpakse drahsiekn tkut mnjatuhkn maruah owner blog ini ]
sekian


p/s:myb next week i will wear a unifOrm school AGAIN T.T
sb dgr2 rumours koloh nk wt klas bi free kt bdop2 lpsn spm..
free tu petim bru eklas sket nk blaja.HAHA.


to all my dearest,
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

damn,i started to miss all of u T.T
isk











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another new year !

1st January 2010
again,im still breathing in Your temporary world
thanx Allah !

"Life is like riding your bicycle.
To keep your balance,you must keep moving"-Albert Einstein-

yeahz.keep moving rite?
move to a better side and
keep tying to be a more matured person?ha.ha.ha. [nway,dats me]

okep,
a very very good luck to all dearest friends in all ways u did! V(=__=)V
remember..

"Janganlah engkau berputus asa kerana putus asa itu bukanlah akhlak seorang muslim.
Ketahuilah bahawa kenyataan hari ini adalah mimpi hari kelmarin dan impian hari ini adalah kenyataan hari esok"
-Imam Hassan Al Banna-




p/s:
es0p pekso...xabih baco ag..hazirah nyoho dpt 50/50..
cess2,,xleh jd nih




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THE BEGINNER

apakah makna disebalik tirai mimpi ini andai ianya hanya mengundang gundah gulana wahai malam yang gelap gelita...?

uh,hii !
my day today is s0oo co0l and awesome ^^
go to driving class at YAKIN PANDU
wif mcn0 n hazwani n luckily met wif ainin;da zainabian
it makes us become a lovely-quartet there
hee
n slot bermulaa
f0rtunately,i didn't fall asleep at first slot [still in excited mood!]
buat test mata then
he explained about the gear,hand-brake,battery,pressure,side mirror n blablabla
i noticed,
muka kbykn org kt sini sebaya sy aje
soo,
i dun hv 2 b worry so much HAHA
except makcik kt depan sy
she always becomes a victim of the day

"Puan,puan penah mkn lam kete?"
"Puan penah gaduh ngn suami?"
"Cuba terangkan maksud pemanduan berhemah..puan?"
"Mcam mne nk elak kmlgn brdasarkan pglmn puan?"

aiseyh,
tp sy pn xterlepas ngn soalan maut y mmpu mnjatuhkn air mukaku ISK

"awak bju itam,cuba terangkan maksud gangguan seksual?"
"aa?"

dats only some parts of da procedure..
blom ag part s0rg2 kene ckp : SAYA MAMPU MENGUBAHNYA!
yaa..n its like @#$%^!!
n time to BREAK~!!
having lunch at the cafe nearby at almost 1.00 pm
1.00 pm?
OMG
PMR's result adekku bushuk mawsham hangiiit y ayyyyuuu~~~
macam mne laa ek?
adess
called her.

"ello ! wess,gno2?"
"hmm2..gitulah"
"9?"
"dop..."
"erk?s0?"
"6"
"6??"
"6!!"

huuuhhu..s0kay lor nani
dgr gapo kak hok byk pngalame n0p oyak nihh:
u did ur best owredii
i knew,u hv pushed s0oo hard for dis examinations
if u didn't so,i'll bet u'll get less than this
s0,APPRECIATE IT
BE GRATEFUL TO ALLAH
HE MADE ALL THINGS PERFECTLY AND GIVE THE REASONS AND MEANINGS
HIDDEN THAT WE MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW
rite2?
tp tp tp
y pling sy xsuke bile dye cakap dye dpt D BAHASA ARAB!
uhhhh
D?for arabic language??
adess
MATH & SCIENCE buleh,bkpo arab xlehh?
hey2
jgn pndg remeh BAHASA ARAB dess
fvrite sbjk sy tuuh jak f1 ag
tmbh2 bahasa ahli syurga lagi tuh
s0,jgn laa oyak pay0hh klu d0p mnCHENTAinya
0kep??
pahnih,mri mnuntut ilmu nahu sorof ng ak!wat mri kitab kunim HAHA



[mcnani ayyyyuuu]

n,
i g0t news about MMP's PMR result
about 89 students score 9A's~!!
waw
alhamdulillah..MMP STILL DA BEST
the next victory will be in SPM,insyaALLAH..
hee..amiin2

dan,
dmana kita tadi?
ows
berbalik cerita kelas pemanduan HAHA
kami solat n masuk semula
n sl0t kedua
0ws,sy tertidur
sggh2 xayyyuu
cess,wtv n idc wif ayu2ness

0kays,dats allllllll
baibaibai





p/s:im updating blog t0o frequent lately.whhhyyyy??becoz im s00oo freee.HAHA













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puffy cloud breezy mornim

[being emo is sooo exhausted,isn't it?]
hee

i've got a go0d news
[w0nderim if i shud say it right now]
but
MAYBE [not s00o sure,dear]
sy dkcualikan dri PLKN
whaha !
y n h0w?
hee
ask me later..

tp tp tp
ari kamis nih
Insya-Allah.i'll take a driving license
yuhhuu
wif mcn0 n hzwanii
t0tal up=rm850.00 each
s0 excited
really really d0oo

t0day also,
i went to so-called-PARKSON
for da first time
eheh
0kep aja,,
jup0k c-ha y ayu bwk hndbag
kas3
n
really2 g0t annoyed wif denpo sn0w's seller
aci sapu je krim kt tgn 0rg y lalu
haiiih
[sy da guna laa jame k0loh rndh dulu,xjd pom!]
cess
wtv
n t0tal expenses f0r sh0ppim t0day:

*bl0use pink-black labuh=rm20
*black skirt labuh=rm34

n da balance= 0.00sen
kaskaskas
balek2 keno ngepek~~aig0oo..













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menjengkelkankah.?

UPDATED;
haiih..mgpkh,mgpkh,mgpkh
bkp0 jd gni..bkp0 xjd gtuu
adess
xblehkah sy mrungut
kejamkah sy?
trg0long dlm 0re hok kufur nikmat-NYA kah?

byk dos0 lajop nih
*sigh*
ye
sy takut brhdpn realiti
sy xbgkit mnghadapinye
bahkan sy lariiiiiiiiiiiii
sy *^$#@$!!
again,sy sdri xsuke sy
haiihh

mrk sumer PERFECT
n im not T.T
stiap bnde sy sntuh,msti xjd pnye
tp,others make it CONFIDENTLY
whhhhyy,huh???
*tell me why*-david a-
wt shud i do?
only sh0utin' in capslock?
ows,pathethic me

i realize my weaknesses when..

abah asked me to angkat kaen n blabla
as ussual
n0 biggies rite
tp lmbt sket coz komikkomik ni lawa n lucu n make me addicted
n sy b0layan je printah itu
im teenagerz,wat?
isk
n he scolded me
Uh,0k0k..
im fine
unfortunately,all th0se kaen2 n baju2 xmao kering
still lembab2
i've g0t 2 choices
angkat or leave it
angkat or leave it
n
sy angkat
yeahz,sy angkat kaen2 yg btimbuntimbun nnt abh mrh sy!
n letak lam bakul ngn mggile pny cpt
coz Usami Maki's waitin' 4 meeee
shut da bedroom's door
n landing
uhuh~
5
4
3
2
1..and

"amalinaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!"
w0oo,,apekah22
sy trus kluar.apekah.

"nih,tgk nih.kaen lmbap p0 gapo.akak jug0p??"
"abah suh akak xd dop key" .defensive me.
"naratlah xleh mikir lasum?mikir gak sket"..uhuk,,

pah,nk wt gano nih?
narat n0p jemur smula?
erk
sngkut kaen2 tuh kt kusi laa
n msuk blik
mn0 doh eh komik xd??
n..ows tu dye
ehee

"amalinaaaaaaaaaaa!!"abah bukok pitu bilik
i sdap2 jek tgh gelak bc komik time tuh
"bkpo jd gni eh??"
"dk ikut bndo dle tuh jd gni nih.."
i can see da frustrations deep inside those eyes..
erk..
"acu tgk gak kaen2 nih...wat kijo molep gak sket"
sy smpan2 kaen trsbut n trus msuk..

bkpo sy jd gni
bkpo xjd mce adk sy wt rajen tabik spring jjetak
mce kak sy hok dgilai mkcik2 sejid
ni bukan soal kaen jah.
tp soal hati dan perasaanku.eheh.
uhh
always bnde xjadik
xbetuL
childish!
xsey dgr gapo ore tgur..
everyone says im like dat
n its hurts,beb

"bkpo kerat gni.ore xkerat gni gonih"
"mg kerat bawe sudoh"
"na,msti mg hok wat xjd nih "
"na nok buat?reti ko?HAHA"
-pity me T.T-
...
pitu bukok.azim? cess.
azim niiih.napa key.jiwo sore xleh.

"abah.ming..KAK NA JERIIIK"..woo2..
"d0p poom!!"patrick melaye atah muko beliau tp xkeno
cess3.siap phnih.
n,my mom comes~
s0ft-talkim
n calms me
eheh..
i reallize my mistake.
i underestimate all those things

"gano la klu kt plkn klu xbrubh ag"-ummi-

dat sincere w0rds really2 strikes me,dow
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE
dat word really make me uncomfortable
*sigh* wat shud i say.im speechless.
"g make nge abah"
erk?xsey!malu ess.bru jah keno mrh.
CHANGE,amalina!
i hv to
erk.okep,

"bah,ore wat telur msk kcap ko abh!!!" excited gle eden.eheh.jgnla suko !
ows,kcap,sos cili,sos tomato semo abesss..
waaa..hebat2
"xpolah,niih..tomyam ummi buat ado niih"..uhuh..malu2
*sigh* again..



CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE
i.have.to
got it??
btw,im not perfect as u,readers~!
garis hidup kita xpernah same




p/s:p0st pnye panje po gapo =.="




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free-d0m utk sbntar cuma

ta-da!
SPM abih d0h??heh?
mace xcay0 g2..ahaha..
percayalah~~[ gal0p weh ]
buleh d0hla n0p berhuha huha dum0h
bergulim gal0p
sh0ppim!!
eheh,i suda sdiakan list u..

**beg galas ade luff luff haha
**purse baru!! baibai oldie
**new speky^^ mce y0tuh :-*
**maen b0wlim -xajem maen weh..ahaha-
**new quran:)
**------- [xleh oyap!]hee

dsebalik kgumbiraan ini,
sy terbau aura malapetaka tahap xdop tahap
yaa,,kerja rumah mnantiiikuu
isk

"mcna!!niiih,sipe pingge blakooow22" -yah-
"tgk mej0 mg nih,,kube!!wat naek atah.ltk dle kotok" -eleng-
"jemur kaen!" -abah-

ambek,,
sb sPm,byk kij0 rmh trpaksa ak wat l0lop mnguzurkn dri
eehh,mr.muscle tlg sy TT




p/s:jgn tny sal plkn.amaran keras.

way to go

-bismillahirrahmanirrahiim-

biarlah lmbat pn,
isk [5 paper ag n0p abih~!!]
tp nk suh sumer mnd0akan kjayaan
saye brsame2 sahabat2 yang laen
supaya :

"Sem0ga Allah memberikan kPutusan yg tRbaek utk
saye,Nik Amalina Bahrudin DA302C014
serta,cal0n2 sPm
MaAhad mUhamMadi Permpuan 09 & xlupe teMan2 yg laen
Sm0ga kita same2 mndptKn kjayaan bKn shj dDunia tp Akhirt"

amiiiiinn~~

*tergerak ati nk tulihss [mgpkh?]
^^
0kies
wslm:))

unnecessary thing

saya ngan family
g kt umah cg
saya tmbah nasi
sikit je
saya nampak dye..
saya tawu mata saya xsalah lihat
saya yakin,
saya senyum
tawar
adik saya tanya
knape saya senyum
alah,
budak2 tawu ape.
saya teng0k
saya cari
dye dah xde..

sambil makan
saya nmpak dye
saya tawu dye datang
saya nmpak dye datang
tenang
dye b0rak ngan abah saya
dan dye pergi..
pergi ..
dan saya tawu dye nmpak saya
dan dye pn tawu saya nmpk dye
dan
dan
dan saya tawu dye dah jd 0rg
0rg yg dah ada cita-cita
xmcm dulu

gud lark,br0
u hv a guud lyfe n0w
u did it perfectly
u made ur way
i made my way

ahh,saya jelesss!!
seri0us !
saya xsabar nk jd 0rg brguna
mcm dye





[ah,jiw0 pl0p]
=.=!






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last day 0f Ramadhan

its a stress
its s0 hard
t0o hard
its an expectati0n
its an 0bligation
its everything [that they ever wanted fr0m meee.. !]

Allah,
grant me a patient
grant me a srength
grant me a sucess

cann0t be a failure
cann0t be a fall
pleasee..



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0ws,
its aidilfitri !
SELAMAT HARI RAYA,every0ne~ ^^
maaf zahir & batin andai tersilap kata.




p/s:tag dip0stp0ne..

3rd ramadhan

asSalamualaikum~
eheh,
ai ni,masuk hari yg ke-3 brpuasa..[bp ai agi tnggl ehs?huks]
still dalam mo0d cuti & 0lidey:)) -yipPi- ^^
tp 2syen sperti biase
bahkan lebih brtmbah dari biase..aih..
s0kay2..i'm a t0ugh pers0n.it d0esn't bug me,yet!
tp yg special ai nih ialah..
ikan peliharaan adik saye tlah selamat dikebumikan..isk
ikan yg dberi nme Nik Mohd Faris beberapa minit sbntar td tlah mnimbulkan
p0lemik kerana masing2 mnyalahkan antara satu same laen atas kmatian beliau..
[adik saye jah yg bising]

adik : nati Tuhan tnye sap0 nk jwb??
kami : hawuu.. [malah n0p caro,bena]
adik : 0re xingt tukar air dye jah

adik : nati dye masuk syurga ko neraka??
saya : syurgalah.sumer binatang masuk syurga
adik : cicak?dye kan wat jahat ko nabi!
saya : ....

adik :kak na,klu 0re bagi ikan nih ko Payjal gan0??
saya :h0m2




w0keyh,dats all.nk g maye terawih male nih kt sejid!~
btw,payjal nge bini dye l0nih ade sangkar d0hs. [sangkar k0 0re pnggl??]

byebye~



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ramadhan

ahlan wasahlan

ramadhan kariim

kullu aam,wa antum bikhair:)









yeahz,0lidey..time 2 rest in peace~
[n0 more thinkim 'b0ut th0se marks]
just make a step 2 m0ve 4ward,right?









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n0 m0re;en0ugh

what's wr0ng with crying in fr0nt 0f every0ne huh?

regretting spasmodically ab0ut da failure plusplus and again and again

where's da fighting spirit? damn






f0r her;
i tremend0usly HATE u
u g0t it?
n it hurts me a l0t