Welcome 2019

Hey

After years???? HAHA It's me come to write here again, wuhhu

Scroll down my rant, sooooooo childish la! Kahkah tulis nak stadi bagai, walhal habuk pun tarak.

Anyway, I'm married now. And blessed with a great husband.
Thank you Allah, ada masa kita borak sini lagi. Nak sambung kerije

Unpredictable me.

Ni last sem sebelum kaki injak masuk intern.
Kena perform laaa, dah berapa sem merudum.
pastu acah acah budak bijak pahal xsetadi?


Sekian pantun 3suku.








Anywayyy, aku rasa aku nak sambung belajar, Noktah

Internship dah next semmmm

Sabtu ni interview kat tempat intern! Woot woot

Wish me luck everybodyyy


Kita aim lain, tapi mungkin Allah nak bagi yang lebih baik...hm?



-QSR KFC brands
-MPOB
-Biotech Corp
-Nestle

and nooww, Food Teller Sdn Bhd. Allahu yusahhil, amiiinn

Writing thesis, i suppose

Nak cakap sekarang tak cukup nafas duk kejar deadline semua macam perkara. Tesis, assignment, tempat nak intern lagiii. Sampai..sampai tak sempat nak pikir masalah masalah kecil. Ececehh. Since when? Ahahaa

Ahem, start nak jiwang ni. Jaga-jaga. (Gosh, in the middle nak siapkan draft tesis amalina? Apapon bolehh eh)

Nak cakap, perasaan tu Allah mudah je nak bolak balikkan. Sekali rasa suka sangat sangat tapi eh rasa benci pulakk. Dan rasa benci sesangat dan eh suka pulekkk. Pernah tak -______-

Tipu lah kan kalau tak tercuit. Sikit. Tak banyak. Serius.

Leceh kan? Dia macam, kau..nak..apa..haaa sebenarnye syaitoonn? HAHAHA astaghfirullah.

Thats why kita ni kena moderate in what we are doing. Kan nabi pun pesan cenggitu.


Hmm. Hmm.


At last.
SEMUA TOLAK TEPI. U KNOW WHAT, AKU ADA BANYAK LAGI HAL PENTING NAK KENA PIKIR. YANG LAAAGI MUSTAHAK.






Oh ye, nak cakap.. saya masih seperti yang dulu. The feeling, inside. Jangan risau, masih Tuhan jaga (: Keep praying. Masih. Hanya untuk yang halal yang nun di luar sana yg Dia saja yg tahu bila dan mungkin bertemu alam lain..ke? Macam seram pulak tapi keyakinan dan kebergantungan tu letak pada DIA. Kita toksah pikir lagi. Ingat x, jodoh kita tak pasti kita bertemu tak tapi kematian itu memang konfem kita akan jumpa. Cepat atau lambat? Allah je yg tawu. Ingat x, orang yang sentiasa mengingati mati adalah orang yang bijak?



Remember Amalina. u've got a very long journey. Widen your knowledge. Widen your mind. Our aim-----> straight to Jannah.

Again

Nak menulis lagi. Tangan rasa gatal gatal lagi. Timing pun macam chanteeek je.

Nak tanya, pernah tak imagine terperangkap dalam lif selama setengah jam sorang sorang dalam keadaan gelap gelita tak cukup oksigen dan menangis sampai tak keluar suara dan pikir is this the end of my life?



Nak cakap,
saya pernah.
Tu je. Kbye.

May

When you miss someone, you keep checking their profile.










First love....

hard to forget right? :')

FB GEN8

Dengan perasaan bercampur baur, marah , sedih, kecewa, kesal, sebak yang tak tertanggung.

Berlari meluru menuju ke kelas. Otak dah tak boleh digest.

Kaki menuju depan kelas. Depan kawan kawan. I need to tell them everything.




Menangis.


Oh mann, sangat tak cool menangis sambil bercakap dengan suara yang.. teruk. Sangat. How I cant control myself at that time. How I wish I will enter the class calmly and speak fluently so THAT message will be delivered clearly.



Guys, I think we should change. Change our attitude, change our styles change everything that will make our lecturers/teachers hurt. I cant stand this situation anymore.

Ilmu itu perlu keberkatan. Seriously.

 We're truly sorry dr.  T_________T

24/2

Bila dosa dah macam agak sebati dengan diri..



Tersasar.



Perlukan tangan untuk tarik kita dari terjerumus dari lumpur.



Bukan hanya pandang semata dan.. judge.

Perit.




Tanya iman,

Aku kuat kan nak fight back? -____________-

this is what we called mujahadah.



p/s: Kawan, kamu juga.

23/2

Syok berlari.

Tak tengok bawah. 

Tak sedar tersadung batu.

Jatuh terjelepok. 

Sakit. 

Baru pandang bawah.

Am I going to blame that batu or..

me,myself who is so ignorant that keep taking many things for granted?

Pandang sekeliling.

Keep appreciating things and people around u. 

U will never know what future will be waiting for you soon.

Have faith in Him! 

At last

Assalamualaikum.

Yeah its a new semester. 3rd year student of semester 6. (Macam tua). My first class in 17th February was Dr Lela's class! Lecturer feveret kitew keke (senyum)

May life get better, everyone.

Someone (a close friend) gave me a novel to read. She said that novel's plot and character inside remind her a lot about me. Whoa. At first. Baca baca dan baca. I commented a lot about the cliche part and so on and.. here we go. Atas batang hidung , debush debush kena. Every single word seemed like pointing to me. Heyyy, this is not so cool. Macam macam terpikir dia bagi kat kita as reminder or as .. sindiran.. erk.. Astaghfirullah. My bad. Boleh cakap cenggitu.

Semua orang nak berubah kan?

"Mungkin Allah taknak awak kenal dia melalui seseorang tapi Allah nak awak sendiri pergi dekat dia. Tanpa ada orang lain pun pimpinkan tangan. Allah nak your heart push yourself towards him" -Quartet. 

Tarik nafas. Hembus.

I was in my halfway reading, tapi perasaan tu macam dah jadi gula gula kelat yang kadang kadang rasa tawar tahap payau air telaga sampai pedas tahap lada jalapeno berasap asap. Bukan sebab novel tu best ke apa tapi tulah, sarang mana yang dijolok tebuan itulah yang menyengat (?) -_______-"



Hey i've found this. Ni bukan ramalan tapi untuk lebih mengenali diri kita. Yg baik kita ambik, dan yang selebihnya cuba untuk baiki (:

SO TRUE !! 

Hey this is really true and see it will work for you too..

If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1….
If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2…
If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3…
If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4…
If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5…
If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r number 6…
If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r number 7…
If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8…
If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9

Number 1
You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, Famous person… always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!
You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views
And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.
If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too…
Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children… You are pioneer, independent & original…
Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

Number 2
No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. You are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.
Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).
If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, any Artistic business people!
You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or Vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of Your family…You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!
Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

Number 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. So wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hardwork! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others.
Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone’s attitude then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others.
Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won’t be long.. you will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it’s over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will
be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow.
You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

Number 4
You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power.. Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do… So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!!
Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing… but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs.
But you will take care of your family very well…All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too..
You are radical, patient, persistent,a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order…
Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

Number 5
You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just chatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks “lets do this”. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity..
You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!
Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

Number 6
Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You don’t care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love.
You are lovable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kind of looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family & friends .
If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further…
Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5 !!!

Number 7
You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above.
You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life.
Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime.
It’s probably the Lord given you all sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok?
You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!
Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

Number 8
You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say “this is what”.
You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life.
The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help others.
Well. once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as :
the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents.
You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter!
Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

Number 9
Hey…you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally… You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.
You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.
Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.
Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.
Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.
You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.
You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.
Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

And im number 2(:
Till then.

Exam fever

"Seriously saya rasa saya paling banyak sekali tak baca dalam kalangan kita-kita ni. " Membebel sambil tangan duk tunjuk nota-nota menimbun kat atas meja. Microbe, food process, ED, molecular. hah sensory lagilah. Exam last paper koooot. Instinct aku kuat mengatakan budak-budak ni stadi maut punyelah.




"So apa initiative awak lepas tawu orang lain lagi banyak baca dari awak?"

:
:

^ You know what, ayat atas ni memang diamkan aku terus dari membebel. (nangis)

Selamat stadi kengkawan. Doakan kejayan kita sama sama ye.

Let her go

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Move on

Amo cakap aku banyak komplen kat blog. Senyap. Krikkrikrik

Life

I need to write!


This hectic life of this new semester seems torturing me a bit. Uh not a bit but a LOT. Just imagine, we have to 'hunt' the lecturers to be our supervisors. At that time, bila semua orang berkejaran nak ke FST building lepas taklimat yang diberikan dr Hafiza, I was taken aback. Hey where to go? who you're gonna choose?Whats your interest? People keeps asking me and when I just shook my head with a confused face and I slowly leaving them. People around me seem to have a clear mission and vision that they need to achieve and yes they are aiming for something. And me? Who's on earth can decide a decision for her whole life's sake in a minute while she does not have any before? Never think of it.

" Time saya baya2 awak, saya dah set target saya nak ambik apa" - Dr Zaza.

The situation is different. Maybe situation aku ni lagi seperti menghimpit. Macam mana awak nak pilih apa yang awak minat bila awak tak explore lagi bidang tu? Dia macam ke arah siapa-cepat-dia-dapat-awak-lambat-padan-muka berbanding apa-awak-minat-explore-baru-pilih. Pening kan? Ha ha ha. So this is life? Fates fare you well then.





Time tengah nak mencari identiti diri, Serabut. Boikot makan(lah sangat) baru terasa diri disapa hidayah. Sinar tarbiyah itu cukup indah. Rasa lain.


"Allah tak ciptakan apa yang ada di bumi ni sia sia"
" Fokus. Kita jangan fikir sangat benda buruk sebab keberangkalian untuk benda buruk hanya 5% sahaja, 95% kita jangan buang macam tu aje"


"Kita sapu zaman jahiliyyah kita dengan pemadam ni, mudah je kan? Tengok, kesan dia masih ada. Kita takkan pernah lupa. Sebab supaya kita ambik pengajaran dan perbanyakkan lagi amal kebaikan kita untuk ganti balik supaya lagi banyak daripada kesan tersebut"



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"Seganlah saya nak join. Mesti yang datang ni tudung2 labuh. Stok2 ustazah." Diam. Mata jeling orang sebelah.
"Kalau semua pikir macam tu memang lingkuplah usrah" 




"Nak panggil apa?" Senyum.
"Nik" 
"Nik je?"
"Eh nik. Nik amalina" Senyum berbalas.





Like I was belong here...
11:42

Oh My Negaraku

"Banyak kompelin maknanya banyak tak bersyukur taw"

Eh? I see..

Semalam, kerajaan kesayangan rakyat Malaysia dengan bangganya telah menaikkan harga minyak sebanyak 20sen. Jangan cakap 'JE'! Tembak bunuh nanti kang sorang2. Hangin tak hangin. Keluaga aku ni yang boleh dikatakan ekonomi yang hampir stabil lah kut pun terasa suffocate sengkek dengan situasi yang mencengkam ni apa gamaknya golongan yang lagi susah dan sengsara. Allah :'(  Pemimpin2 semua tak rasa bersalah ke? Tak rasional langsung dalam pertimbangan. Hanya inikah jalan pilihan kalian yang terbaik? Dengan menekan dan memperkudakan rakyat?


Tapi aku rasa lagi tak rasional mereka2 yang dibutakan mata dengan isu ini. Serius aku kesian. Sahabat2, bukaklah mata kalian. Jangan hanya tunduk dan patuh and worser, you start to blame other people. Come back to your common sense!


I pray for a better nation. I mean BETTER. Yes better.


Aku tengok Mesir, aku sebak. Sebab jalan skrip negaranya seakan akan ingin sama dengan sebuah negara.

11 Ramadhan

Yeah yeah.
 Hari ni dah 11 Ramadhan. Cepat gile rasanya. Sayu lah pulak. Hmm how should i start eh.
Suppose to be now, rumah tak full house lagi sebab umar sekeluarga belum pulang serta amnonim (kah3 nani) pun belum pulang. Gila xgila, 3hari sebelum raya dia balik klate pastu raya ke-2 malam balik uia sana. Dasat woo asasi uia. Dasat yang membunuh. Usim bab2 cuti is the best la. Kot kalau nak compare. Cuti jelah. Je. Ye cuti je *krikkrikkrik

Dan, everything has ups and downs. Hidup kita macam tulah. Yang patah tumbuh berganti. Yang pergi selamanya takkan kembali dan yang hadir kita raikan. Jodoh takdir ketentuan ilahi. I've got a big family now. A new person. A step-father. Mula-mula memang susah nak terima but its okay. Masing-masing dah boleh pikir whats the best for us. Susah. Memang susah nak adapt. Memang awkward, lagi lagi orang yang macam aku ni memang orang lain kena initiates dulu every single things (of course in conversation of course) Banyak kali refuse to talk with him on phone dan pernah aku reject call (blame me) but anyway seems ummi aku sangat happy and he brings the happiness back, whats more important than that did u expect guys? Aku awal awal memang hesitates nak cerita benda ni dan kalau boleh nak sorok tapi yes, sampai bila? Dan benda baik nothing to be ashamed of. Dan ye, siapa pernah terpikir untuk probability untuk aku ada abang yang langsung tak logik now seems reality.(abang?euw sggh haha) Sama sama minat korea. And now he's doing Masters(just guess his age) Dan i've got a sister yang ambik medik dekat Cairo. She's so nice. Confident diri yang sangat tinggi. I've learnt a lot from her. Thanks Allah. I'm grateful for all of this.

Ada satu ketika, masa tengah duk prepare nak iftar reramai. Umi aku duk kalut suruh sapu bawah meja kat dapur walhal time tu aku nak tengok bahan-bahan rempah ratus apa yang umi aku nak masukkan. Konon tak nak terlepas la. Sengal kan. Aku la yang sengal sebab boleh je tanya. Kat tangan duk pegang buku nak salin resipi woo. Hebat kannn? haha. Tapi sebab duk bising suruh sapu, maka anak yang solehah tersebut pun sapulah. But anyhow, he (papa. err) ambik penyapu and tolong sapukan nak suruh aku tengok apa yang umi aku masakkan takut aku terlepas. And i was like..  (u get what i mean).

Even mulut ni masih herot berot nak sebut papa (perkataan keramat tuuuu) tapi jauh disudut hati, I'm glad u were here. Dan abah, I'll never ever forget abah. Never. Hanya doa penghubung kita. :') Dan hanya Allah yang tahu rasa rindu tersebut.






Ummi: What do u think about him?
Me: Nice. Just nice.

I'm a sinner

Hating others is ugly

Hating yourself is much uglier

Tahu tak, time pelbagai macam perkara berlaku tangan ni gatal je nak update segala bagai ceghita. Dalam kepala ni dah duk rangka macam macam ayat tapi tup tup yeahz you're dead. Mood hilang. Bad people kill my mood. Really bad one. Shoot me and I'll shoot u double triple times.

Put the blame on others instead of yourself such a worse thing, babe. 

Maybe jiwa aku ni tak synchronize dengan mereka2 kut. Tak segempak mereka. Tak seperfect mereka. Dan tak tak yang lain. Aku cuba betulkan niat. Sebab kalau perhati balik, aku yang duk ada masalah dengan orang dari kat Perlis lagi sampai laaaa ke PWTC. Means, aku yang bermasalah. Nampak tak kat situ. Anywhere aku pergi, aku drag problem sekali. So, sapa yang bermasalah kat sini sekarang. You, yourself. Duk saaaaaaabar( big times) je keje tapi at the end, naaah nothing. Sabar dah convert jadi duk merungut pulak.

That harsh words have been spilled. By you. 

Aku ni teruk sangat ke? Tak appreciate persahabatan? Eh? If so, I'M SORRY.

"Susah kan jadi perempuan. Main feeling touching bagai ni. "

Selamba aku duk cakap. Now, aku yang terasa. Naaah. Amekaw. Makan tuan. Sejak bila jadi sensitip entah.

Reflect.

Aku tak suka perasaan sekarang. Perasaan dimana you have to be plastic. Plastic. In front, u talked nicely but you stab at the back. This is really mentally tortured thingy. Dua cara nak hilang perasaan ni. Back off and ignore. Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. Tahu tak, ignore tu akan make a distance. Far away. If thats the best..I'll draw a line. A gap.

And (ni benda lain), mohon jangan pandang rendah pada orang, boleh? Layan orang biar sama macam cara kita nak diri kita dilayan. Takpelah sem ni je aku join benda alah ni. Tekad. Janji dengan Deebah dah taknak join benda ni lagi. Rasa tak secocok dengan jiwa. Cewah. Tapi if nak Enactus Usim segah U lain, mohon improve. A LOT. Try tengok U lain punya presentation. Jangan cincai2. And, kalau boleh ambik orang yang involve dengan projek. Lagi ada zupp.
Dan aku musykil, memang kita semua kena bersorak menjerit bagai eh kat EMNE ni? Tu menandakan sporting bagai? Ic.Okay. Amalina, mohon sedar diri. Dah.


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Instead of wiping the tears, wipe also people who create them

Buang yang keruh. Ambik yang jernih.

"Try kita husnuzon dengan setiap benda. Kita tak rugi apa pun. Lagi ringan otak dan perasaan kita adalah. " - Sahabat.

Okay. Sudah selamat sampai ke bumi Tanah Serendah Sekebun Bunga. Eh? Haha. Mood pepagi ni sangat elok. Mohon tiada sesiapa menspoiledkannya. For now. So ramadhan's coming. Eh no today is the First Ramadhan. Yuhuu.

1) To stop being lazy. 
2) To stop talking crap. 
3) To avoid sleeping after Subuh.
4) To be nicer to siblings. 
5) To wake up early & help serve Sahur

I've found this. Jom. Moh le kite. Berubah slow slow. Jangan mendadak,eheh. and i add 1 more

6) To be an obedient daughter. For them. 


May ALLAH bless. Till then :)

Judging

This. 

Sangat terasa. 

There's a story. And it just happens before my eyes. So don't judge a book by its cover. (Lame? yah but its soo true)

And maybe we can say don't judge a person with their appearances. Maybe? Partially acceptable. 

Judging.. that's what we always did in the first place. 

Forgive me, Allah. 

p/s: EXAM MODE TURN ON. MENGANTUK GILA DUK KAT LIBRARY NI HAIH.

Of kelantan and key ell

"Belarok tu ape ya?" tanya Nina, si budak key ell. Alia, bachok pure, tak bagi jawapan. Diam membisu. Berfikir.
"Yaaa, belarok tu apeee?" laung Nina. Naik satu oktaf kali ni. Geram mungkin tiada jawapan.

"Hmm. belarok. Berarak kot" waswas jawapan diberi.
"Haa?"
"Tak tak, perarakan." Hmm Alia berpuas hati dengan jawapan yang diberi.
Nina, si tulus suci tercengang cengang. Mungkin sedang mencari relation belarok dan perarakan dan kenduri. Hmm.









#belarok translate to bahasa baku mende wei.





p/s: I think I will turn my blog to private next time. Maybe.

Pfft

"Alin, minum tak air guava?" Laung Siti. Alin jawab tak. Aku hanya tengok situasi ni.

"Siti, awak tak pernah pun tanya saya air apa saya suka, makanan apa saya tak suka. Kan?" merajuk. Buat-buat muka sedih. Tacing lak aih.

"Ada ke makanan awak tak suka? Bukan awak makan semua ke"
"Ha ah. ye tak ye jugak"







Case closed.